09 June 2008
Oh..idk how to express my feelings now..mixed feelings..terrible..
supposed to go Winsland House 1 for job thingy
Mum says "NO!"
Dad says "NO!"
reason being: Mum - afraid that i cant cope with studies..thinks that i will have more
opportunities to work after my 3 years of poly studies..she wish that i can
get a good cert. (
that's nt bad.im nt angry.but she seems to not understand my reasons for working despite me telling her)= )
Dad - as usual "why not you go help your mum" is what he always say ( nt bad
too-but i dont want to work and earn 自己人的钱. cant he understand)
My reasons for working is:1) get own allowance
2) save money for future overseas trip
3) of course to gain exp & learn something -----i want to try sales line
"OH" shld be my feelings now..neither sighing nor sad nor angry..kinda moodless/lifeless??
Currently, watching sukira when blogging--can you imagine even watching teukie's radio programme today cant cheer me up, OHMY i cant imagine..maybe shld try some old videos
okay, today updated myself on alot of suju news..DARN heartbreaking..ELF Cassiopeia(?)-DBSK fanclub SNSD's fans had BIG problem..
don't know who the heck went to RIP..yea RIP SUPER JUNIOR'S POSTER..*HEARTBREAK*
rumored to be SNSD's fans..haix..curse whoever who did that..
(nt sure whether is it linked)SNSD boycotted. Other fanclubs turn off their glowing stick & boo-ing & not cheering for them & all kept silence, there were people holding up boards stating
SILENCE in korean..Only SNSD's fans and maybe some others cheered for SNSD..the scene is really HORRIBLE..
hmm..hope everything will end asap(no matter is it my lifeless mood/ "battle" btwn fanclubs)
Hugs& Kisses
Take care everyone
Paige
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